what does the definition of 'Family Ties' means?
i thought im blessed to be born in this family.
but, after witnessing so many unhappy situations,
it proved that i'm wrong about it.
i wanted very much to voice out my opinions,
but i'm afraid of worsening the situation.
it feels so bad to be stuck in between them.
yet there's nothing much that i can do about it.
sometimes, it's better to close 1 eye then interfering the matter.
but, this is no other than bottling up all my feelings and thoughts inside me.
it's really suffocating.
how i wish i can be a verbally outspoken person and voice out whatever shit that i thought about it without fear of something would happen.
if you would ask me who should be blamed for this,
i would say, everyone is at fault.
no one should be entirely blamed for this.
yet, the both of you, as daughters, pushed the blame to the parents, sons, and other daughters.
how long more can your parents, my grandparents, live to see this world?
did you 2 asked yourself, what triggers him to be so bad-tempered?
from the way i see it, it's because he'd been listening too much of your scoldings.
who can tolerate all these?
no one.
all normal human beings will explode one day.
u said they dont know how to think.
but, how do you expect a 90years old and a 83years old person to think properly?
1 is suffering from denile sementia, another is stubborn.
so, what for say so much...?
sighz.
disappointed.
going crazy soon.
i earn for peace, one day, hopefully.
