i dreamt that i failed my english retest.
will the dream comes true?
HOPEFULLY NOT!
shit shit shit.
people say that usually the opposite will come true.
however, i give myself the benefit of doubt.
because, it had appeared to be true before.
and i got exactly the same marks!
oh my god.
please.
but my instinct tells me that it gonna be bad news. again.
arghz.
i resign to fate.
i've been feeling moodless ever since school started.
its just a week, and i'm feeling kind of stress.
so many readings to read.
and i really hate to read, because i will just fall asleep soon after..
hahahaha.
i tried to read econs, but, after reading for 2 to 3 hours, i'm still at the first chapter.
see how bad my english is.
i need to read and read and read a sentence just to understand what is it trying to portray or tell me.
and this is not the first time i'm studying econs.
reason?
i've got a super poor memory.
whatever i studied just vanished into the thin air. *puff*
that's very very bad ok.
this means i gotta study very hard.
can i survive throughout?
*pray for me*
the day is drawing near.
i'm so afraid.
you're leaving me soon to serve the nation!
i'm so dependent on you.
how am i gonna survive without you by my side to spur me on whatever things i do?
no one will be there to console me or lend me his shoulders to cry on,
especially now when school commences, where i'm feeling so stress over school work.
sobs.
i'll be missing you sweets..daily.
i'm sooooooo frustrated and vexed!!!
school just started for a week.
and, i'm already feeling so stress!
its only the first week, and people are already starting to discuss their projects.
the lessons are boring, yet everyone is so enthusiatic in answering all the questions raised.
today's lessons are bad bad bad.
first lesson in the early morning, politics and policy studies.
??? question marks ???
super duper boring.
though the prof is an angmoh, i still managed to 'understand' his way of speaking.
but but but, i seriously dont understand what is he teaching; the contents.
i really hate politics.
damn.
second lesson in the late afternoon, analytical skills.
another angmoh prof.
i seriously dont understand what he is talking.
very strong accent, to me.
bibipabibububupabubi#^%$#$
i'm so sad.
its only the first week and i'm complaining so much.
how am i going to survive for the next 4years?
sighs!
how?!?!?
pray that i can survive throughout.
soolan, if you're reading this, pls motivate me to work hard. i'm so afraid that i may just collapse and die of exhaustion. hahahaha.
rained @ 7:34 PM
Sunday, August 19, 2007
school officially starting tomorrow!
however, i'm not in the least excited about starting univeristy life.
in fact, i'm having mixed feelings about it right now.
oh man! sheralene! wake up!
its too late for any regrets!!!!
alright. hell commences tomorrow.
i shall enjoy my last day of holiday today...
by. . . . .
buying a new sony ericsson hp!
woohoo!
i dont have the money though.
but, its my early 21st birthday gift!
i know it's still far from my birthday la.
but, who cares!
hahahahaha.
oh yes. the lucky thing is,
my timetable is quite good!
many of my friends are complaining about how shitty their timetable is.
i guess i'm the only one who is satisfied with it.
hahahaha. yeah yeah yeah!
mon: 8.30am - 11.45am.
tues: no lesson.
wed: 10.15am - 11.45am, 12pm - 3.15pm.
thurs: 8.30am - 11.45am, 3.30pm - 5pm
fri: 12pm - 3.15pm
hooray~
and another lucky thing is, i've got 3 modules; classes which is same as soolan!
ps: neosoolan, pls try to be punctual for class. hahahaha.
rained @ 2:09 PM
Sunday, August 12, 2007
imagine this.
you're nicely dressed, with make-up all on and everything,
bag packed,
decided to leave the house in 5 mins time,
and you received an email that you've been waiting for.
"I write to inform you that you
failed the English Language Workshop (ELW) either on the basis of your post-test results or on your overall grade in the course. "
im stunned.
shocked.
my heart dropped right into bottom of the pit.
its damn depressing ok?
because it means that i need to retake the test! nabehz!
if retake still fail, this means that im stupid and hopeless. . . . . . .
noOooo!
i'm not stupid.
its their stupid system!
i seriously didn't expect that so many people failed.
but i'm really glad that
moomoo passed.
you're so lucky!
hahaha.
oh well,
please pray hard for me wherever you go, whatever you do.
i dont wanna fail again~~~~~~~ boohoo hoo!
rained @ 10:35 PM
Saturday, August 11, 2007
are we supposed to keep feeding u all $200 if we keep failing our test so as to retake the workshop again?
damn.
damn spoiler.
money-eater piece of shit.
so pissed with them.
rained @ 11:44 AM
Thursday, August 09, 2007
2 days mc.
diarrhoea, cramp, headache.
i cant go for the ftb camp today.
happy national day!
rained @ 11:07 AM
Friday, August 03, 2007
it just sux big time.
nabehz.
rained @ 10:18 PM
