my mood fluctuates so much that i am rather amazed by it.
ha.


in life,
there are bound to be mistakes,
thus leading to regrets.

i made a grave mistake,
and now, i truely regretted it.

but its all too late for anything now.
so, we've come to an agreement.
i will adhere to it because i have faith in myself.

will you?
i hope this is not just a one-sided affair.
as what i have said, i have always trusted you and i will continue to do so.
=)


i feel so... hurt.


its over.
face it.
nothing can describe the emotions running throughout me now.

feeling extremely upset, though its a mutual thing.
i just wish to be left alone.
:'<


when one is feeling so restless,
nothing motivates you to do anything.
together with the persistent flu and blockage of the ear,
it dampens one's mood even further.

yes, i am extremely restless today.
decided not to go for class later,
for i know that i would be like a zombie,
trying so hard to force myself to pay attention when i couldnt even hear properly.

supposedly,
since i decided not to go for class,
i should be meeting pam for some shopping.
yes, should be; supposed to.
but i decided not to ultimately.
really not in the mood to go out.
sorry girl. :/


currently down with a very bad flu and stomach cramp.
left class midway last night.
i was feeling so uncomfortable;
back aching,
plus stomach cramp. :/

thankfully i have such a great friend who sent me her copy of notes.
:>
i regretted not knowing her earlier.
otherwise we could have chosen the same timetable.
:<






first time in my 21years,
i am sleeping alone.
ohmygod~!
i cant get to sleep.....

i should have gone genting with them. :/


floffy has been with us for a week.
and she barks non-stop very loudly whenever she sees stranger or anyone who comes into the house. (i think i am very lucky to have avoided that.. *keeping my fingers crossed)
i guess my ear drum will be damaged sooner or later.

also, she pees and shit everywhere! ohmy!
i stepped on her pee while my aunt stepped on her shit.
hahaha. unlucky us.
she seems to be avoiding the newspaper intentionally.
i think she still need more strokes of the cane.

however, an abandoned dog like her, tends to be more sensitive in a new and unfamiliar environment.
i really pity her for that.