going through army,
is what most guys hated or feared about.
whether or not one is physically and mentally capable of going through the whole tedious process, ultimately depends on the individual himself.
although one might seem to be physically fit,
his mental state might prove to be otherwise.
and i believe many army boys are having a hard time coping with emotional issues.
its never easy to go through such a mental torture,
especially when the officers are always trying to make a hell out of you.
no doubt thats what army life is;
to transform a boy into a man through all sorts of training,
but still, not everyone is 'mentally strong' enough to withstand the whole long process.
i am pretty worried for the 2 boys in my family who are currently serving the nation.
they are far away from us all,
and we have no idea what they are going through.
this may sounds silly,
but yes, i'm afraid something bad might happen,
especially cousin, who has been sick for months.
somehow, the ironic thing is,
it seems to be a 'routine', or 'perfectly normal' for those officers to verbally abuse or accuse the boys.
protocol? maybe.
but this is so unfair for those innocent ones.
sighs.
anyhow,
life is never easy to start with;
challenges, obstacles, emotional issues.
simply put, life is unpredictable, life sucks!
:(
i'm beginning to regret my decision in taking up management accounting.
but its too late for regrets now~! ahhhh~
hopefully i wont kill myself upon attempting all those questions,
for i foresee those intense and uber stress days ahead. :(
soon, very soon.
rained @ 5:20 PM
Wednesday, November 04, 2009
there are just certain things in life where one is unable to fulfil or accede to it.
unhappiness may be caused,
but perhaps thats the best option out for both parties involved,
so as to prevent any further miseries.
i have no intention to hurt anyone in the process,
and whatever my decision is,
its for our best interest.
i'm really sorry if in any ways my words have caused you to feel sad or whatsoever.
hopefully we could still be like what we have always been - a friend who will always be there for you whenever you need him.
Love is complicated;its hard to be explained and understood.but, i believe you will find someone way better than me. :)
rained @ 5:13 PM
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
finally caught the "MJ - This is it" yesterday after class with aunt and brother.
no doubt about the show,
its absolutely awesome.
i'm thoroughly amazed at his moves, his voice, and his perfection in choreographing the whole concert.
however, the temperature in the theatre was kind of a tad too low.
we are basically freezing throughout the show, especially brother.
and he actually drank finished my cup of zapple without me realising it.
its no wonder he was freezing~ :x
at the end of the movie,
i have a stiff neck plus shoulders.
its all the theatre screen's fault.
why on earth do they mount it so high up?
bad bad headache henceafter...
rained @ 12:04 PM
